And they brought him in because, per their account, they had alleged that it was some sort of drug-related raid or bust, and they saw him swallow bags of drugs. In this summer of protest and pain, perhaps most telling is Harpers encounter with a handcuffed Black man brought into the emergency room by four white police officers (like rolling in military tanks to secure a small-town demonstration). My trainee, the resident, was white. DAVIES: Dr. Michele Harper is an emergency room physician. [Read an excerpt from The Beauty in Breaking. ]. She now works at Virginia Warren County Veterinary Clinic. They stayed together . But Im trying to figure out how to detonate my life to restructure and find the time to write the next book.. She was saying, "Leave. Theres a newborn who isnt breathing; a repeat visitor whose chart includes a violent behavior alert; a veteran who opens up about what shes survived; an older man who receives a grim diagnosis with grace and humor. I mean, you say that her body had a story to tell. And you wrote that before the recent protests and demonstrations, which have prompted a lot more focus on the nation's experience with slavery and racial injustice. I mean, I've literally had patients who are having heart attacks - and these are cases where we know, medically, for a fact, they are at risk of significant injury or death, where it's documented - I mean, much clearer cut than the case we just discussed, and they have the right - if they are competent, they have the right to sign themselves out of the department and refuse care. Her book, The Beauty in Breaking: A Memoir. Brought up in Washington, D.C., in a complicated family, she went to Harvard, where she met her husband. June 11, 2021 10:14 AM PT. A recurring theme in The Beauty in Breaking is the importance of boundaries, which has become more essential as Harper juggles a demanding ER schedule and her writing. That's an important point. Dr. Michele Harper is a New Jersey-based emergency room physician whose memoir, The Beauty in Breaking, is available now. She says writing became not only a salve to dramatic life changes but a means of healing from the journey that led her to pursue emergency medicine as a career. It's called "The Beauty In Breaking." And I told the police that not only was that request unethical and unprofessional, it's also illegal. They stayed together through medical school until two months before she was scheduled to join the staff of a hospital in central Philadelphia when he told her he couldn't . DAVIES: Have things improved? Let me reintroduce you. She looked fine physically. There are so many barriers to entry in medicine for people of color: the cost of medical school, wage gaps, redlining, access to good public education and more. Harper looks each one in the eye. Clinically, all along the way - I prefer clinically to work in environments that are lower-resourced financially, immigrant, underrepresented people of color. And they get better. She just sat there. Theres no easy answer to this question. And you write that while you knew violence at home as a kid, you know, you didn't grow up where - in a world where there was danger getting to school or in the neighborhood. . And I don't know whether or not he took drugs. And, you know, while I haven't had a child that has died, I recognized in the parents when I had to talk to them after the code and tell them that their baby, that their perfect child - and the baby was perfect - had passed away, I recognized in them the agony, the loss of plans, of promise, the loss of a future that one had imagined. Michele Harper: Processing what she saw in and out of the ER. As for sex, about 35.8% were female.]. Her physical exam was fine. So he would - when he was big enough, he would intervene and try and protect my mother. Brought up in Washington, D.C., in a complicated family, she went to Harvard, where she met her husband. I support the baby as she takes her first breath outside her mothers womb.. Usually I read to escape. The popular couple has been together for over two decades, and . So I replied, "Well, do you want to check? And my emergency medicine director was explaining that even though there was no other candidate and I was the only one who applied, they decided to leave it open. You tell a lot of interesting stories from the emergency room in this book. But I was really concerned that this child had been beaten and was having traumatic brain injury and that's why she wasn't waking up. Coming up, Maureen Corrigan reviews "Mexican Gothic," a horror story she says is a ghastly treat to read. It doesnt have to be this way of course. Some salient memories that just remind me of the insecurity of it - there would always be some kind of physical violence. Before meeting Ms. Shimizu, Ms. Harper was linked to the filmmaker Daniel Leeb, sometimes inaccurately described in print as her husband. DAVIES: You know, the ER doctor has these intense encounters, but they're usually one-time events. But if it's just a one-time event in the ER and they're discharged and go out into the world - there are people and stories that stay with us, clearly, as I write about such cases. We're only tested if we have symptoms. So I didn't do it. DAVIES: Yeah. Whatever their wounds, whatever their trauma, it can make them act in this way. 5,415 followers. NPR transcripts are created on a rush deadline by an NPR contractor. And that continued until, I guess, your high school years, because you actually drove your brother to the emergency room. DAVIES: You describe being 7 years old and trying to understand this. It's more challenging when that's not the case. This will be a lifetime work, though. A graduate of Harvard University and the Renaissance School of Medicine at Stony Brook University, she has served as chief resident at Lincoln Hospital in the South Bronx and in the emergency department at the Veterans Affairs Medical Center in Philadelphia. I'm Dave Davies, in for Terry Gross. Recorded in Miami and Philadelphia. At some point, I heard screaming from her room. Visit our website terms of use and permissions pages at www.npr.org for further information. It is the responsibility of everyone in the department. The Beauty in Breaking is Dr. Michele Harper's New York Times-bestselling memoir of service, transformation, and self-healing.Longlisted for the 2021 Andrew Carnegie Medals for Excellence in Nonfiction, The Beauty in Breaking explores the meaning of healing at the physical, psychological, and societal levels.Through intimate stories about the healing process, Dr. Harper emphasizes the . I was really scared because I didnt know that I could write a book. They stayed together through medical school until two months before she was scheduled to join the staff of a hospital in central Philadelphia, when he told her he couldn . Please register to receive a link for viewing this online event. Dr. Michael Harper, MD is an Internal Medicine Specialist in Sellersburg, IN and has over 28 years of experience in the medical field. And he apologized because he said that unfortunately, this is what always happens in this hospital - that the hospital won't promote women or people of color. HARPER: Yes. Her Patients, https://www.nytimes.com/2020/07/07/books/the-beauty-in-breaking-michele-harper.html. Dr. Michele Harper is an award-winning physician, New York Times bestselling author, and nationally recognized speaker whose work centers on individual healing and social justice. But one of the things that's interesting about the story, as you tell it, is that, you know, there was this imperative, as there typically are in families of - in battered families, to keep it secret, to keep the whole - keep a respectable front. The Beauty In Breaking by Michele Harper, 9780525537397, available . I'm Dave Davies, in today for Terry Gross. They stayed together through medical school until two months before she was scheduled to join the staff of a hospital in central Philadelphia, when he told . Her physical exam was fine. I was the one to take a stand, to see if she was okay and to ask him to leave the room because she didn't feel safe, and she wasn't under arrest. she went to Harvard, where she met her husband. And you had not been in the habit of crying through a lot of really tough things in your life. I didn't know why. For example, the face shield I talk about is different than the one we have now because we had a donation from an outside company. It's emotionally taxing. He did not - well, no medical complaints. Then along the way, undergrad, medical school, that was no longer a refuge. No. This man has personal sovereignty. We need to support our essential workers, which means having a living wage, affordable housing, sick leave and healthcare. So I started the transfer. and an older woman carrying the burdens of a sick husband and differently abled grandchild. He graduated from UNIVERSITY OF LOUISVILLE in 1995. So it was a natural fit for me. "was reminded, too, of Dr. Albert Kligman's experiments on imprisoned men in Philadelphia from the 1950s to the 1970s. It's 11 a.m., and Michele Harper has just come off working a string of three late shifts at an emergency room in Trenton, N.J. You want to just describe what happened with this baby? And he said, but, you know, I hope you'll stay on with me. It was crying out for help, and the liver test was kind of an intuition on your part. But, and perhaps most critically, people have to be held accountable when it comes to racism. So they wanted us to prove it and get the drugs out. She has taken on many leadership roles . Sometimes our supervisors dont understand. Ive never been so busy in my life, says Harper, an ER physician who also is the author of The Beauty in Breaking, a bestselling memoir about her experience working as Black woman in a profession that is overwhelmingly white and male. But I just left it. She writes that she's grown emotionally and learned from her patients as she struggled to overcome pain in her own life, growing up with an abusive father and coping with the breakup of her marriage. It's difficult growing up with a batter for a father and his wife, who was my mother. The Beauty in Breaking tells the story of Dr. Harper, a female, African American, ER physician in an overwhelmingly male and white profession. Thats why they always leave!. She really didn't know anything about medicine. What was it like getting acclimated to that community and the effect it had on the patients that you saw? But the hospital, if I had not intervened, would have been complicit. This final, fourth installment of the United We Read series delves into books from Oregon to Wyoming. The past few nights she's treated . Emergency room physician, Michele Harper, grew up in a complicated family. And you're right. She'll be back to talk more about her experiences in the emergency room after this short break. He refuses an examination; after a brief conversation in which it seems as if they are the only two people in the crowded triage area, she agrees (against the wishes of the officers and a colleague) to discharge him. She has a new memoir about her experiences called "The Beauty In Breaking." None of us knew what was happening. Her X-ray was pretty much OK. She received her medical degree from Stony Brook University Health Sciences Center School of Medicine and has . There were other popular employees like Dr. Sandra Wisniewski and Dr. Elizabeth Grammar who also left the show. I said, "What is going on?" And one of them that I wanted to focus on was one of the last in the book. DAVIES: Right. And I remember one time when he was protecting my mother - and so I ended up fighting with my father - how my father, when my brother had him pinned to the ground, bit my brother's thumb. In "The Beauty in Breaking," Dr. Michele Harper shares stories from the field, and how healing patients who've trusted her with their lives taught her to care for herself. At that point, at that time of the day, I was the only Black attending physician, and the police were white. 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It's people outside of your departments. HARPER: There are times and it's really difficult because we want to know. And there was no pneumonia. For example, I had a patient who, when I walked into the room and introduced myself, cut me off and said, "Okay, yeah, well, this is what you're going to do for me today." Did you get more comfortable with it as time went on? Summary. While she waited for John, she took in the scene in the emergency room: an old man napping, a young man waiting for a ride home, a father rushing through sliding doors with his little girl in his arms. In this exquisitely-written, incredibly humane, and inspiring memoir, she tells the story of how she found healing for her own wounds by becoming a healer of others. I mean, mainly we get that to make sure there's no infection causing the fever. I ran to the room. DAVIES: I'm going to take a break here. She was cast by Lady Gaga in the Elle magazine series The New Muse. Know My Name, by Chanel Miller. 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